The Self Isolating
It's never been easy. Period. -- Just now on my first day of work-from-home. I caught up in a random conversation with my old friend through DM. It was as simple as: "I miss you! When do we catch up again? " that leads to many feelings. Actually, this writing is also triggered by today's horoscope told me about redefining relationship with fear as a fuel . Still, I don't know how to pull me off out of these feelings. I have to acknowledge that my mind was in a mess for these past few months. People, probably it's the area that most consuming. I feel frightened. I expect someone to do the same but then I blame myself for not giving enough to a certain person. I've lost count on how many times I suffered to manage my actions or feelings toward someone. But it's fine and this process, foremost, a worth skill that I would be thankful for. I will describe my self as a pinata that ready to burst and remember those times when you didn't put the bar